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| Saturday, January 10th, 2009 | | 12:34 pm |
I kissed a(nother) girl...
For funsies, I'm gonna make this horrible, no-good, catchy pop-song more acceptable to me. Because while cheating is bad, psuedo-lesbians are worse, in this case. Grrr. This was never the way I planned Not my intention I got so brave, drink in hand Lost my discretion It's not what, I usually do Just wanna try you on I'm curious for you Caught my attention I kissed a girl and I liked it The taste of her cherry chapstick I kissed the girl just to try it I hope my girlfriend don't mind it It felt so wrong It felt so right Don't mean I'm in love tonight I kissed a girl and I liked it I liked it No, I don't even know your name It doesn't matter, You're my experimental game Just human nature, It's not what, Good girls do Not how they should behave My head gets so confused Hard to obey I kissed a girl and I liked it The taste of her cherry chap stick I kissed the girl just to try it I hope my girlfriend don't mind it It felt so wrong It felt so right Don't mean I'm in love tonight I kissed a girl and I liked it I liked it, Us girls we are so magical Soft skin, red lips, so kissable Hard to resist so touchable Too good to deny it Ain't no big deal, it's drunkenness I kissed a girl and I liked it The taste of her cherry chap stick I kissed the girl just to try it I hope my girlfriend don't mind it It felt so wrong It felt so right Don't mean I'm in love tonight I kissed another girl and I liked it I liked it Original no-good, bad, catchy song belongs to Katy Perry. I'm just having fun. I'm not sure about the "it's drunkenness" line, there, but "it's innocent" certainly doesn't fit, but I can't come up with anything else. If anyone does, please suggest a change! xD (This parody should, of course, be sung by a girl like the original, for the proper funsies, but it would of course work just as well with a guy.) CHEATING IS BAD, PEOPLE! Remember that! | | Saturday, July 5th, 2008 | | 9:55 pm |
Mary, Mary, Why Don't You Make Sense?
Saw Hancock today. Movie? AWESOME. So much awesome, I totally missed its faults until I started thinking on the movie after. But, before that, more awesome. The way they did the flying? My heart is all a-flutter, because it was, yes, awesome, and cool. it was funny at parts, and definitely cool all over. Except for the standard heterosexual threesome-that-wasn't plot, but it ended satisfactorily, so while I still have no points to give because it was used at all, I give that a pass. But. Yeah, there is comes, the but. Problem is, I'm having trouble articulating my "buts" while not detracting from the awesome, because the "but's" are there... parallel to the awesome. Yeah, I think that's it. So, without further ado; ( Spoler Line, Do Not Cross )But, despite this, parallel to this? The movie IS awesome, and I would def. see it again! :D | | Sunday, May 11th, 2008 | | 9:13 pm |
This is what happens when you're coming up with myths and legends concerning the founder of a (in)famous pirate port. Your brain just won't let it stay as "legends" and starts to work with figuring out what is myth and what is reality... Title: A Life Most Extraordinary (Otherwise known as The Life and Times of Captain Demoneyes) Chapter One: Childhood (Ends) Rating: Adult, I suppose, or at least teen. Warnings: Violence, some gore with that violence, pirates, death and sexuality. Perhaps sex later. Nothing right now, though. Summary: There's a port town on the western coast of the Koribii Peninsula, facing Blackglass Ocean. Pirates, robbers, thieves and other scum of the world, along with a small amount of drug dealers, rule this city. It was founded around two hundred years ago by a pirate captain known as Demoneyes. The city was named Kruvia's Crown. This is the story of the girl who would become Captain Demoneyes, of the pirate behind the sacking of the town that would become her base of operations, and of the woman that decided on the name of the future "capital" of the Pirate Coast. This is the story of a life most people only know from adventure stories, and everybody knows those kind of stories lie. But this is the truth. ( When the land is dusty and rain falls seldom, the ocean seems very far away ) Current Mood:  cheerful | | Sunday, April 6th, 2008 | | 12:23 am |
A continuation, of sorts, to the story posted back in January. I got poked, prodded and inspired into writing down another of the danaane's myths, despite their poetic way of telling it being a pain in the ass. But I can't just not write down their myths in ways they wouldn't tell them, now can I? So... Title: Mana's Light Sequel/continuation to A Beginning Song Rating: All. Seriously. There's the most poetic of mentions of sex, but, yeah. ( And the song of beginnings will tell of how things were... ) Current Mood:  artistic | | Tuesday, February 26th, 2008 | | 4:17 pm |
Female Genital... Whatever
What to call it? That seems to be the problem. If you use "mutilation" as the third word, you're disrespectful against the women it has been used on, despite the fact that it is a mutilation, though only if we're talking about anything beyond removal of the clitoral hood. Removal of the clitoral hood? Closest possible analogy to male circumcision, so, that could be "female circumcision", right? I, at least, can go with that, it's as non "mutilating", though completely useless, as male circumcision. Beyond that? Taking away the clitoris, the clitoris and part of the labia, or taking the whole works away plus sewing it up? I don't care how "disrespectful" the terminology is, but that is mutilation. Why be respectful about a practice that isn't respectful towards the women who it's used on? But, okay. Shouldn't use "FGM" anyway, all right. I suppose using FGC (female genital cutting) is as neutral as you can get, but it doesn't convey what is done. And if anyone uses female genital surgery, I'm going to scream. "Surgery"; 1 : a branch of medicine concerned with diseases and conditions requiring or amenable to operative or manual procedures (Merriam-Webster) # The branch of medicine that deals with the diagnosis and treatment of injury, deformity, and disease by manual and instrumental means. # A surgical operation or procedure, especially one involving the removal or replacement of a diseased organ or tissue. (The American Heritage) 4. a medical procedure involving an incision with instruments; performed to repair damage or arrest disease in a living body; "they will schedule the operation as soon as an operating room is available"; "he died while undergoing surgery" [syn: operation] (WordNet) I had no fucking idea that taking away normal(ly functioning) parts of the outer female organ was a "surgery". To me, surgery implies fixing something, making it better. Completely destroying parts or the whole of the outer female sexual organ is not making it "better", is not "fixing" it. How about FGD? Female Genital Destruction? Because removal of the clitoris functionally destroys a dimension of female pleasure that's not connected to reproductive sexuality. Going even further and sewing it up doesn't just destroy the outer sexual organ of a woman. It negates it. Annihilates it. It's a smooth, negative space where there before was a positive (as in, folds and parts part of a normal vulva that existed, and taking this away negates it) space. I'm tired of passing off various efforts of change/destroy the female body as "surgery", as "fixing" it, as "making it better" as "making it societally/culturally acceptable, whether that "acceptable" is outside pressure or one the woman experiences in her head. Breast surgery? Adding or taking anything away (besides reducing breast size because it's injuring you); Wrong. Taking away "excess" fat? (If it's not done because all that is threatening your life); Wrong. Putting in toxins or whatever in your face or other places to smooth out wrinkles? Wrong. Binding feet? Wrong. Cutting off the clitoris, or the clitoris and labia and then sometimes sewing it up? Wrong. Most of the examples up there I count as "wrong" simply because they're mostly done so the female body will conform after some social/cultural idea of "good/beautiful woman" (or to avoid excessive attention, like huge breasts can give you), but they're also harmful, and all of them are destructive. They destroy a woman's body. End of fucking story. So, really, fe/male circumcision is also "wrong", but it doesn't destroy anything, really (except when it does, due to accidents), but it's completely useless. But, okay. I suppose FGC will have to be used, even though it does not express the complete destruction of (part of) women's sexuality as well as genitals. There's nothing "respectful" about destroying women's sexuality, and "FGC" doesn't really express the whole dimension of annihilation going on in that procedure, but, whatever, right? It's not just about the destruction of women's genitals, you know. It's about the destruction of a dimension of pleasure not tied to what traditionally is seen as the be-all and end-all of the Woman; reproductive function. Babies. Woman as Nothing Else but Mother. It's about the destructive annihilation, physically, culturally, socially and mentally, of a part of women's sexuality that is independent of reproduction. ... Come on, now. Call me a sex-fixated imperialist (or should that be sex-and-genital-fixated imperialist, to be more complete?). I know you want to, right? | | Saturday, February 23rd, 2008 | | 12:41 am |
And now, a ficcy interlude concerning Sweeney Todd. Title: Never Fine Again Rating: Teen, I suppose. There's some kissing and groping going on here. Pairing: Mrs. Lovett/Lucy Barker Summary: Not long after Benjamin Barker was sent away, Mrs. Lovett goes upstairs to warn Lucy that the Judge is back again, but it all ends up so much more, whether beneficial or not. Movie/story not mine, but the, uh, "song" is. Spoilers: Well, if you haven't seen the movie... This also takes place before the story itself, just a few weeks after Benjamin Barker was sentenced and shipped off. Notes: This isn't a songfic, but it includes lyrics, changed as well as not, from the movie, and an original "song". ( Hush my love, and tell me... ) Current Mood:  amused | | Monday, January 28th, 2008 | | 4:14 pm |
:D This is the prologue, not to any particular story, but rather to my universe/the world of Aldaliss itself. An "introduction", if you will, to how things are and work in Aldaliss. It's more poetic than straightforward explanation, though, as it's framed as a traditional recital/song of one of the peoples of Aldaliss. ( A song of beginnings... This is how things are; ) Current Mood: cheerful | | Sunday, January 13th, 2008 | | 2:19 am |
Would the phrase "ample yet perky breasts" please follow the guards quietly over behind the chemical sheds for execution? THANK YOU. We have endured its tyranny for long enough, now. NO MORE. GRAVITY EXISTS AND MY BOOBS ARE SUBJECT TO IT, NOT YOUR MAGICAL REALITY OF EVER-HAPPY PERKY BOOBS OF LUSCIOUSNESS! Bah. Bah, I tell you! *shoots the phrase herself* Current Mood:  ditzy | | Friday, December 21st, 2007 | | 8:01 pm |
Christmas (kinda) story!
This is the equivalent of a Christmas story, though, of course, it's not Christmas at all, since this story take place in another place entirely from Earth. But before you read the story, a myth has to be told... Darkness was alone in the world, beside the great goddess Mana, and she was lonely. That the life Mana created each time perished in the all-pervading night that reigned didn't make Darkness feel any better about herself, for nothing can survive and flourish in complete blackness. Lonely, and ashamed that it-her very existence was making any new life impossible, Darkness hid at the bottom of the sea. Down on the empty seabed, Darkness found a single stone sparkling despite the fact that no light yet existed. Fascinated, Darkness ate the stone, and then quickly had to rise to the surface in surprised horror as it-her stomach grew and distended. Calling upon Mana and her daughter, the goddess of knowledge, the two helped deliver the first life-light unto the world. And so the Sun and the Moon were born, and life could flourish in their presence. ( Midwinter Gifts ) Current Mood:  accomplished | | Friday, December 14th, 2007 | | 7:27 pm |
What the hell is lesbianism?
Well? Can someone inform me what this "lesbianism" is? -Isms are arts, politics. Not desire/sex/attraction/love. I've never heard of gayism, or straightism/heterosexualism (or homosexualism), have you? My attraction/desire for other women is not art, is not politics. It's not a fucking (haha) -ism! -Isms are movements, trends, states... descriptives of some sort of social (political/cultural) movement/trend that can be defined by certain characteristics. An -ism is a lot of things, but it's not love/attraction/desire/sex. For while being a lesbian certainly can be caught with a descriptive "characteristic" (that of feeling attraction to other women), it's not political/cultural. You can't feel a movement/trend for someone. There may be lesbians that are such for political reasons, and that, since they actively choose to have sex/relationships with women, but could also choose and want to have sex/relationships with men, could possibly be termed "lesbianism" since it's part of a conscious political-feminist/social choice. But me, I didn't choose this for any political-feminist reason. This is what I feel, and my attraction/love/desire/sex is not an -ism. How can it be? I want this "lesbianism" done and over with. Stop describing my attraction/love/sex as a movement/trend/state! Because it's not. There's no "gayism, and there's no "straightism". Why is there then a "lesbianism"? Shoot it, hang it, kill it, make away with it, for it's not mine. For all that, use it when it comes to the lesbians that are such for political-feminist reasons, but not/never to describe my love/sex/attraction. Fucking never. I am a lesbian, but I don't engage in "lesbianism", for love/attraction are not -isms. I am a lesbian, and I feel (for you cannot feel a movement/trend). My feelings aren't an -ism. Current Mood:  annoyed | | Thursday, December 13th, 2007 | | 10:45 pm |
Literary safe spaces?
Where's my safe space? Admittedly, I don't have a very good general view of lesbian/lesbian-feminist non-fiction, but I've looked around some for the fiction. And these feminist (lesbian) utopia/dystopia are rather... boring? There's no... going "far enough"? The sci-fi (because they're always sci-fi, never fantasy) all still have males somewhere in there, or if they aren't from the beginning, they get "invited", appearing in the story line even though the alien race itself might lack males. But where's the dreaming? Why is no one going further, where's the all-female races/societies, in sci-fi as well as fantasy? I know Nicola Griffith's Ammonite, which I want to read, but that seems to be the only one. Does no one else go that far (without some soul-crushing dystopia being the ending)? Is it too much to ask for a space where there are no males, where they never have been, and never will be? Because I won't believe you can't make a story without the sort of tension (whatever flavour of the tension you want to bring forth) that a male presence would bring into a story about lesbians, I mean, otherwise... If we have to have men in the story, what does that say about us? As females-loving-females, aren't we able to do without the males? Especially in fiction, where only imagination is the limit? I'm working on my own "safe space" (no men, no reality of "males" as an opposite, nothing), but I want to see that reflected elsewhere, too. Is that too much to ask? I'm not interested in men. I don't want to read about them, at least in some of the fiction I'd want to read, but instead they're everywhere in fiction one could think could (should?) be able to do without them. So where's my safe space, reflected in others? (Bit unfocused, maybe, but for now it reflects at least somewhat what I want to say about this...) Current Mood:  blank | | Monday, December 3rd, 2007 | | 10:32 pm |
This is... something. A science fiction something, perhaps brought on by some amorphous anger at women's general situation and lives today. I don't know. This is just a sci-fi piece, and if you feel offended by it, please fuck off and die. ( The Verdict ) Current Mood:  uncomfortable | | Wednesday, November 21st, 2007 | | 10:48 pm |
| | Friday, November 16th, 2007 | | 11:14 pm |
What the hell is a "lesbo stunt", people? Come on, hit me with your thoughts! :D My thoughts... Stunts made by lesbians concerning either lesbian porn movies, or just for some reason you had to have a lesbian to perform a... sexual? stunt? What, what? :O Current Mood:  contemplative | | Saturday, September 29th, 2007 | | 5:04 pm |
*unique and brilliant* =P
*gives in to memeness* P= 1. Pick the month of your birth. 2. Bold the 5-10 things that most apply to you 3. Strike out everything that doesn't apply to you. 4. Place the list of all the months under a cut 5. Tag 6 people from your friends list to do the same. NOVEMBER: Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable. *is vaguely amused by the "hardly becomes angry unless provoked"* My anger is quick and explosive. Like a volcano. And I want to be unique and brilliant. P= And there'll be no tagging. Bah, I say. =P ( Months ) | | Sunday, September 2nd, 2007 | | 5:04 pm |
*sigh*
I fear each moment I get inspired and want to read some original lesbian fic. I fear, because, if I'm not looking for fanfiction, using terms like "femmeslash", "yuri", "shoujo ai", or whatever, what I'm mostly going to be faced with after having pressed the enter key is porn on a level I'm not interested in looking at (that is, male-oriented, "regular" porn of the "lesbian" persuation). Of course, I'm going to be faced with "hot, hentai, naked 'femmeslash/yuri'" if I search for the terms more used in fanfiction, so I can't win either way, but it's way more obvious is I try for "lesbian". It gets even worse if I try to use some keywords more blatantly "porny" than just searching for, say femmeslash/lesbian fic. Like trying to search for bondage. Forget serious/fun/sexual original fic with two women, what I'll get is the regular, male-oriented porn. But how am I going to find anything with sex that I want to read otherwise? There's so little out there anyway (easy to find original slash fiction), and narrowing that down... then I'm just, obviously, not going to find anything anyway. That was the possibly TMI (depending on where your threshold for that is) whining for today. Carry on. Nothing to see here. :D (I was almost gonna use my sad kitty icon, but, you know... that's just wrong! XD I couldn't do it.) Current Mood:  discontent | | Tuesday, August 21st, 2007 | | 11:05 am |
Read it.
People. Read that link. For the love of all things you hold precious, fucking READ IT. http://shoiryu.livejournal.com/492507.htmlSome parts of USA and some Christians there are FUCKING INSANE. (If this is what some people think is "thinking of the children", they better never, ever, EVER think of the children. Children don't need this sort of thinking of them. Or "doing for them", either. NEVER.) I've already cried. Sweet, bleeding stars, now I'm pissed. And sick to my stomach. Current Mood:  irate | | Saturday, August 18th, 2007 | | 12:33 am |
Right, uhh... how's about that crack, huh? I bring some Kingdom Hearts for entertainment. Title: The King and Queen of Hearts Rating: Uh... G-PG for reference to death? Summary: This was the beginning... ( ... and the moon was shaped like a heart. ) Current Mood:  crazy | | Monday, August 13th, 2007 | | 5:24 pm |
Story time! Fairy tales, this time~ Title: Trollgild Summary: One of a few tasks set before a marriage puts Mala in a bit of trouble. An elf queen, a troll and a miller's daughter are all involved. ( And so the spindle turns... ) Current Mood:  calm | | Thursday, July 26th, 2007 | | 7:39 pm |
Sweet as Sugar, Honey Lips...
I'm now going to present to the world this (possibly TMI-flavoured) silliness of as over-the-top names for the female (outer) sexual organs as I can. I'm going to place them behind a cut though, because, well, while they'll probably be innconous enough, some might not want to start to associate these words with what I will now attach them to. ( For sexual fun, go here! )You know you missed something you wanted to look at (really!) if you didn't click the cut! Current Mood:  silly |
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